The Changes...

Now we come to the reality of becoming your "truth"... arriving at that "Place Of All Desire".

Been there sweeties, and doing it myself right now.

Welcome to your new life!

Your Fairy Trans-mother cannot answer all questions, but she can give you some ideas about what will , most probably, become some very interesting developments as you walk the Path that must be trod.

Goodness kids!

 We make a decision to no longer evade our biology, and we start to "correct" things. Then dearies, the boogey-man starts to appear.

All of this is perfectly normal. When starting HRT, you are now running on the right fuel. We were hard-wired invitro to run on certain chemicals, now with HRT, we are finally putting the right compounds to work. (Yes, you are going to see some changes... <grins> Trust me.).

Likes... dislikes, feelings, desires... welcome to the bio-chemical machine!

You are changing "yourself". (Not really. You are "finding" "you"!) Honeys, you are not alone. We, those who already are walking this Path, have gone through so much of this. For myself, I don't think the journey ever ends.

Actually friends, it will never end.

To use a "Matrix" metaphor, you took the pink pill. Now, it is time to start to understand exactly what you have done.

For the very first time in your adult life, you are running on all eight cylinders. Your bio-chemical balance is approaching the norm for someone as yourself.

An entire existence is now being called into question. I DO know this.

It's not Black Magic or curses, it is you now reading the world the way the One meant you to see it. To live, taste, hear, feel, smell.... you've got it! All is new!

'Tis not a prob hons. This is normal. We are waking up!

All that you thought you believed previously goes into a re-interpretation.

I have, and am still experiencing a ripping apart of my soul. Admissions to folks about what makes "me", things I have never been able to say to anyone. Opening up what seemed to be guilty secrets, and yet, through the help of friends, I am finding they are perfectly normal. I just couldn't deal with them pre-Transition.

(To be finished when I can find the right words. Soon!)

I have asked others to write up their perceptions of their Change... maybe this will help as you walk into a new life.

Blessings!